Baby it's COLD outside......

So in case you haven't noticed, it's freezing outside.  The cold hits some of us harder than others though, since not all of us can afford heat, especially in our cars.  I'm glad I don't have to live outside in my car, but sheesh.  It's still freezing and my car's breaking and Angel doesn't have heat in his.

So I'm bundled up here on my couch after a long, boring day full of way too much Italian, and I just want to take a nap.  I'm getting frustrated with myself because it's about time I pick a major and I get so bored so easily.  I know it doesn't matter too much in the end what I major in as long as I'm willing to put significant effort into it, but sometimes I just wish my mind would gravitate towards something.

I'm actually finding the same thing with a bunch of my friends.  Not to say that it's their fault.  Honestly, I think it's mine.  I'm just having trouble keeping on the same page and staying out of fights to cause more dramatic intrigue.  I'm feeling rather lonely and out of touch with my friends, but hanging out with people isn't leading to happiness for me.  And I know that's not the point...the point is to be good to people and to help people and to be happy. But I'm just having trouble.  And maybe I don't have to get so hung up about it all.  But I'm the type of person who believes that if there's a problem, there's gotta be a way to fix it.  I gotta do it.  I gotta take charge of my life.

Baby, it's COLD outside......